and you can't be bitter
people are raised differently
people are different.
there's always a reason for everything
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Why do you have to be so negative?
Can't you say something positive?

You don't know what I'm going through.
You don't understand.
You can't ask something like that from me. You have no right to.
I've been like this for far too long.
Why can't you understand?
It's not that easy. I'm tired. I'm hurt.

You're right. I don't know what goes on in your life.
I'm not going to try to prove you wrong because you're right.
It isn't that easy.
It's damn right tiring.
It feels like you're lying to yourself when you're pretending to be alright when you aren't.
But if you don't try
mark my words
you'll fall apart before you even know what the hell just happened to you
and the journey to getting back on your feet will only grow longer, and more complicated
so why do you have to wait?
why build up your downfall?
what makes you think that you'll have what it takes to deal with this looming mountain that you've created?
that's why you
you start right now
get the hell out of your little hole
right at this damn instant
stand up
face the world in all of its glory
its beauty and ugliness
then you're gonna cover that hole and never look back
so that once you turn around
you won't even notice it anymore
you won't know that type of life anymore
it'll be buried
and a damn garden will be there instead
filled with life and joy