I can't believe how happy I was today.

It really was too good to be true.

I knew it wasn't going to last.

The me at 2PM sitting in the car on the way home 

did not expect this night to be one of the 

 most painful and saddest days of my life.

I'm so tired and so sad

My eyes are red and dry

It's so late--but I can't go to sleep

It's ridiculous really

I'm too sad to go to sleep

haha self pity. screw you.