It just seemed like a dream.
They were in my life one second and gone the next.
You can never believe everything that has happened once you reach the end.
Everything just seems to slip from your fingers
barely brushing across your skin
in your loose grasp
And you are left wondering how to hold onto the little that is left.

-Talk about more of the positive than negative when possible
-hope, expect, and know that if today was not a good day..a happy day in the future still awaits
-I was doing so well, habits are creeping back during state of weakness.
-purchase big earphones, webcam, cell w/internet..