finding strength in a sea of lost nothings

let me forget about the world












"I'm terrified," you whispered.
Spoken so softly from your lips
But roaring thunderously through my ears
"What's wrong?" I gently pry.
Painfully aware of the delicate moment
Your cast your eyes towards the scenery behind me
I knew you weren't looking over at the horizon
Your eyes were so distant
As if you weren't really here with me
You stood before me
A moment's inch away
But you were already long gone...
Why did you take my heart with you?
Was there no other way?

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Why couldn't you look me in the eyes that day?
Why couldn't you be with me at that very moment?
Why did you come to me when it was already too late?

Why did you speak up when it was already to late?
The words you whispered were long overdue
I couldn't save you

you close your weary eyes
couldn't be any more tired of this meaningless life
what are you living for?
hours pass by
lost in the confusion of thoughts and feelings
what does this mean
i wish i could tell you
i wish we didn't have to go through hell and back to figure it all out















Why do you prolong what you need to do?
What are you waiting for?
"I'm tired," you say.
What's sapping your energy?
It's that feeling that pulls you down
You feel old, but yet you are so young
Is that how you feel?
Write out your story
Sing me your song
Show me your art
Perform your dance
Where is your heart?

thoughts: listening to JYJ 's album- Their Rooms, Our Story. not sure why they make me feel this flurry of emotions. I feel connected to the feelings that I get from their songs/voices/feelings. the mood they set makes it easier to convert reality into words