old post from tumblr
I’m an inconsistent person
and that’s why I’m not sure if I have changed
is this just part of my inconsistency?
is it going to simply disappear tomorrow, only to reappear once again when I least expect it?
I’m not sure if I learned how to be positive and confident
embracing challenges with a new found attitude
approaching..no..confronting these obstacles with a smile along with confidence in my self rather than thinking and expecting the worst from myself
a change of mind
before, I always doubted my abilities—there were just so many reasons for me to not believe in myself..I can probably find those reasons again if I tried, but the point is that I’m not perfect—but I can be the best that I can be if I believe in myself—and from there I can improve
Lately, when I’m confronted with something that I am not sure I can do well in, I just tell myself to be quiet and focus/believe/ and hold firm that everything will be okay—there is no time to be negative—it only saps energy from me being the best that I can be
I’m not sure how long this will last, in the end its up to me.
Maybe its because the days are slightly better than they were before
But I don’t want my mood/attitude/positivity to shift according to events
If something is to upset me tomorrow, I don’t want to let it bring me down..
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I’m really am not sure if it is just because of how the days are lately…
I think I am a bit more content/happier with who I am
Sometimes, when I act like my true self, it might be too crazy/weird for people and that can make me feel less confident about showing who I am.. or who I guess I believe I am…
but now, it is just..
who cares if others don’t like me? this is me. maybe its too eccentric for them, but what can i say, it’s how I roll. I am happy being me. It might be too unique/different/odd, but to those who accept me, then I shall show them my best and truest sides of who I really am—and for those who don’t—it’s okay as well—they are missing out.
I’m an inconsistent person
and that’s why I’m not sure if I have changed
is this just part of my inconsistency?
is it going to simply disappear tomorrow, only to reappear once again when I least expect it?
I’m not sure if I learned how to be positive and confident
embracing challenges with a new found attitude
approaching..no..confronting these obstacles with a smile along with confidence in my self rather than thinking and expecting the worst from myself
a change of mind
before, I always doubted my abilities—there were just so many reasons for me to not believe in myself..I can probably find those reasons again if I tried, but the point is that I’m not perfect—but I can be the best that I can be if I believe in myself—and from there I can improve
Lately, when I’m confronted with something that I am not sure I can do well in, I just tell myself to be quiet and focus/believe/ and hold firm that everything will be okay—there is no time to be negative—it only saps energy from me being the best that I can be
I’m not sure how long this will last, in the end its up to me.
Maybe its because the days are slightly better than they were before
But I don’t want my mood/attitude/positivity to shift according to events
If something is to upset me tomorrow, I don’t want to let it bring me down..
__
I’m really am not sure if it is just because of how the days are lately…
I think I am a bit more content/happier with who I am
Sometimes, when I act like my true self, it might be too crazy/weird for people and that can make me feel less confident about showing who I am.. or who I guess I believe I am…
but now, it is just..
who cares if others don’t like me? this is me. maybe its too eccentric for them, but what can i say, it’s how I roll. I am happy being me. It might be too unique/different/odd, but to those who accept me, then I shall show them my best and truest sides of who I really am—and for those who don’t—it’s okay as well—they are missing out.
Awe~ I really like this entry~! I love how contrasting the "old" you and the "new" you are. The old one was trying to shine through, but sounded like you were still trying to contain yourself. The new you just embraces who you are and will let nothing stand in your way.
ReplyDelete"to those who accept me, then I shall show them my best and truest sides of who I really am"
^ Show me baebae~ :D
Yes! That is the idea,but honestly, every time I write entries like these, sometimes I lose sight of it all because I get so caught up with the things that are going on it life. I throw away the lessons that I have learned because as time goes on, if I don't constantly remind myself, then I get lost again.
ReplyDeleteYes! I shall show you! And you show me too! XP
Haha and Secretary Kim will show us his unique true personality as well!
Ohhh. I get caught up too. Haha. I would tell myself to think like this and just do that but then I always let outside influences in life affect my attitude. Yuck. Oh kind of off topic.. There are times when I'm writing and I have so much points / thoughts in my head that I want to pour our that I start to lose sight of what I was supposed to cover. It makes me feel like there's too many things going on in life for me to comprehend sometimes.
ReplyDeleteLol~! Yes. We shall.
Haha! Secretary Kim makes the funniest expressions!!